You wanted to know my reasons, the reasons of an absurd like me. How could you expect a sensible answer from such an illogical monster like me? I mean, you said I'm not from this world, so I'm probably a monster dressed up like a person; that's the only thing that gives sense, in my head, to your words.
Thank God you saved yourself from me. I told you since the beginning, it was weird someone like you liking someone like me... I mean, I even asked you if you were sure about it tons of times, hopefully now you'll have a better life, more expectations... cause with me you didn't have anything... just worries.
Anyways, can I live in your country? Can I learn your language? Can I adopt kids and call them by the names you wanted? Can I have a life with you even without you? I know it sounds crazy and nonsense, but you know... I am not the most sane person in the world, so after all it makes some sense if I say it, cause it becomes possible, doesn't it?
I'm tired... I feel sick as heck, I wish I can sleep more and miss you less, I wish I can smile more and cry less, I wish... I wish so many things and for some reasons they're all linked to you. I'm afraid... I'm so afraid.
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