The best one.

And now that everything has changed
I'll like to say a few things I wasn't brave enough to say
I want you to know I really believed in us
In that level of friendship where no one could push us apart
I guess I expected way too much
And I should've known the future wasn't for us both.
Now that the days have come back to what they were without you
And there are no more tears even when I still miss you
Let me tell you that the pain isn't as unbearable as before
I've taught myself to face days without you and it hurts 

But I’m stronger and it hurts but it doesn't break me down anymore
I know we're not foes or something now
Yet I also know we are best friends no more
Oh wait, did I ever get that from you?
Sincerely I know things have been falling down since a while ago
But I really didn’t want to give up
And even when it took my all
My strength and my whole power to keep us on
I thought I could get it and that’s why I tried so hard
But you can’t hold by yourself something that suppose to be of both
You taught me that, do you remember so?
It was you the one who said
“someone can't get it if the other person doesn't want”
Well I got it now, maybe a bit late, but I got to know
That I was trying to keep us on the road
when you've already taken another car
I still love to see you smile and so
With or without me, I swear you deserve all the best so hop 

And don’t worry I’m not sad anymore, just learning to live alone
Its life, you remember? Yeah its life and I can
I can get over this as I’ve done it so many times before
It’s neither the first one nor the last one for sure
I just don’t know how it comes I still can’t get use
And each new hit hurts as much as the first one
The only good is that my best I’ve done I’m sure
There's no regrets to cry over, just memories that can cut
You have no idea about how thankful I am with you even now
All the happiness you brought to my life can’t be repay, not at all
I give you thanks though, because I have nothing more
And I'll keep you in my prayers so you can be safe and don’t give up
We’re in still in touch, you know
So if you think you need me you know where to find me, right?
Don’t get mad over simple words I say sometimes anymore
Sometimes my madness or my sadness takes control
But sincerely, from the bottom of my heart…
All I want to say is Thanks & I Love You So Much
Because, for me you’re still the best one… yeah, even through all.

Madelaine Bustamante