Saturday, May 14, 2016

I always miss you.

- I miss you so much... She said with crying eyes.
- What about me? There was no one else in the world but you. He answered apparently angry.
- Why don't you just come back then? She looked at him curious.
- Do you really want me to come back? Do you know what that means? Can you love me as you used to again? He asked looking at her eyes.
- Just come back and we'll see what happens. She said with more calm.
- It doesn't work like that. I can't continue wasting my time in something that doesn't have a future... Do you understand that? He said now calmly but sad.
She just nodded, indeed she knew it was like he said but she just wasn't ready to let him go, because for her, he was more than what she could ever get to explain to anyone in the world, he was the weirdest feeling ever living inside of her walls.

- This is not healthy for you neither. Stop waiting for me when you know you're the one that have to come to me cause I didn't leave, you did. He said looking at her with wishing eyes.
- I decide whether it's healthy for me or not, you're not here anyways, I can stay with you forever. She said, now, mad.
- If you know I am not then why do you insist in staying with me? It's not me but a memory and you better than no one knows it's just your mind making castles in the air again. He said serious.
- I like those castles. She answered and started getting closer to him.
- What are you doing now? He asked surprised.
- Well, we were clear about my home is among your arms, there's no place like home when you're this empty, let me stay at home until forever, letting that forever on me. She said, capriciously as usual. 

And he just opened his arms, letting her feel welcome between them, letting her cry while thinking about all the things she was giving up on due to her selfishness, due to her insanity, due to her stupidity; because it was nothing but her longing of being free and fly high in the firmament that stopped her from running to him while smiling and screaming out loud how alive her love for him still was. Because he'd always be for her... everything she's not for him.

Without you... I am homeless.





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