Wednesday, January 8, 2014

The taste of my life.

"Take this" She asked to her friend shaking the flowers on her hands and pointing out a small jar with some light red liquid.
- What is this? Manon asked.
- Just drink up. Maud replied so she drank it.
- How was it? She asked with open eyes really surprised.
- It was kind of sweet... just a little bit though.
- Geez! How can it be? Maud asked and made a cut in Manon's arm.
- Ouch! Manon screamed while Maud hold her hurt arm and licked it.
- What the...? Manon said and removed her arm from Maud's hands.
- It taste to iron! To iron and a bit salt! Maud cried.
- So what!? Have you lost your mind? Manon asked angrily.
- I am not... But Maud aren't you a sad soul? 
- What? Manon asked again.
- A sad soul!?
- What's a sad soul for you Maud? She wanted to know. But Maud stayed in silence for a while so Manon gave up and started walking away.


- When you can smile and jump and scream and be happy outwardly and apparently but inside it hurts, inside it's never okay and ever when it's okay there's a bad taste like if it's not completely fine and it'll never be! Maud screamed anxious with a preocupied face so Manon came back to her and looked at Maud seriously and more calm.
- I am. Manon answered.
- Then why does your blood taste different than mine!? Maud said annoyed.
- Because I am not sick in my body but in my soul only! I am simply big mess! But you're a huge one! A complete one! Manon said in her face and Maud laughed.
- Right, you're so right! This soul would be taken faster than yours, unlucky you. Maud saying happily and Manon laughed.
- We must be insane.
- We are. Maud said with a sad smile while a tear rolled her face, and Maud did nothing nor said nothing but laughed over the good/bad sense of her friend.
- Anyways Maud, why do you say "are" instead of "have"?
- Why? Well because you don't have a sad soul, you are a sad soul... without your soul you don't exist... you need body and soul to be a human and since we're humans we're bodies, we're souls... But you know, you and I, we're sad souls. No one can break us, we're already broken. Maud said and shot a wink smiling pleased, and Maud closed her eyes for a little.
- We should go and pray instead talking about these things. Manon finally said with a serious face.
- Let's go then. Maud replied.

"The Life of this world is nothing... But An illusion." 
[Qur'an Al-Hadeed 57:20]


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